thanks for making me feel horrible about my appearance…
Honestly I get a lot of shit from my family especially my mother for not being the “perfect girl” ..according to my mother a perfect girl has long hair, big boobs, long nails and dresses all pretty and shit.. unfortunately my hair is fucked up and damaged and short, I’ve been working on losing weight so my boobs shrunk, due to my anxiety I bite my nails short af, and I really dgaf about how I dress..
my mother thinks I’m ugly..she tells me all the time.. when anyone compliments me or something she says there’s something wrong with them…honestly idk how serious she is when she makes these comments but it really hurts.. the insults really get to me, especially coming from my own mother.. I fucking get it.. I know I’m not the “perfect girl”but why make me hate myself ?… I’m trying to be pretty.. I’m working on growing my hair out and not biting my nails and maybe fixing how I dress I don’t have much control over where my fat goes and I refuse to get fat again..idk why I’m doing this shit just to get acceptance from you..
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